Awww, puppy. I am sorry you are feeling so poorly but I am hoping you find someone to help you. Depression is sadly very common these days, specially with pandemics, isolating and all the economic losses pandemics brought. About head shrinks, do you know that my country is said to have the highest shrink/population rate on the world? It was even a joke when I was a child. Many people I know are on therapy, at some point it was "cool". I don't know if the ciphers are still sound but even if we were not still in the first place, we still have a lot of psychologists.
I always remember a personal story. Many years ago (not so long after my dad died) I was having some strange feelings in my legs. I began seeing doctors and one of them sent me to a psychiatrist to see if it was all in my head. The man asked me a few questions, learnt about my dad (my mom had died years before and I have no siblings) and he made me a few tests where I was alone with an computer, answering questions. Well, when the results came, the doctor told me "Well, surprisingly, you are not depressed." I actually laughed at that. But seriously, he told me that I was sad but not depressed. (in short, it turned out that my leg feelings were due to an herniated disc which was apparently affecting a nerve or something. It got much better). But most people consulting him were actually depressed (or an early stages on it) so he was surprised I was not.
Now, on lighter things I knew you had internet now and that made me real happy. And now you have a computer too. Have fun on Steam!
We'll see, I'm not looking too hard atm, too much to do already -_- . Maby one I get things a little more organized. Honestly, given all the things that have and are going on in your Country Dina, I'm not surprised you got more Headshrinkers then People Per Captia XD . Who knows, when I find one, maby they'll be from there XD .
LOL XD !! That is kind of a Funny Story XD . Sorry about your parents though -_- . And het, sadness can become a very real Disease. I've heard of case of people going to the hospital so over come with grief that they felt like they were dieing. Turns out, through a combination of things, they're hearts had actually enlarged and where threatening to stop. The Docs called it Broken Heart Syndrome.
I'm haveing a Ton of Fun on Steam, and I'm always looking for new Games and folks to play with, so if anyone wants to add me, Otlan9999 n_n .
@GW: Thanks Amigo, I appropriate it n_n . Like I said, that was a couple of weeks ago, I'm feel better now but it's nice to know I got people I can talk to n_n . I got a couple of Promising Leads, so hopefully I can find a better job soon. Preferably one where I don't have to work with, deal ot interact with the public in any way, shape or form n_n .